I’ve been a busy bee this whole week, planning for PAPIA banquet, which turned out to be VERY successful :) To be honest, I didn’t even realize our would-have-been two years was last week. & I only realized this after you called me friday morning. To be honest, I’m actually glad we didn’t keep on going till it was actually 2 years. I don’t think I would have been this happy, focused, or myself.

You asked how I was, when my graduation is, etc. You said you were kind of sad that I wouldn’t be going to your grad, nor would you be going to mine. But to be honest, it doesn’t really matter to me if you came to mine, or if I went to yours. You aren’t one of my best friends, even though you claim me as one of yours. I don’t think you’ve impacted my life too much to the point where I could say that I wouldn’t be here without you. Cause I think I’d still be me, even not having been your girlfriend. You also told me “that sucks,” in a jokingly manner of course, after telling you that I still had 2 weeks left, while you only had one day left of highschool. But you know why I didn’t think it sucked? Cause I had the most amazing highschool years ever. Because I’m actually sad that highschool is ending, and I’m glad to still have 2 weeks here. Because I still have so much to look forward to, even including summer. So you’re wrong, it does not suck.

I told you that it’s just kinda weird cause you’re still trying so hard to be in my life after highschool, and as for me, it doesn’t matter, or it’s just “whatever” to me. You keep asking me if we’re going to hang out over summer. But I honestly don’t have any intentions in making an effort to hang out with you. I mean, if you call me up & I feel like it, then sure, maybe. But you aren’t one of the people I feel the need to see before I leave to Davis. I guess it’s because you aren’t mine anymore, and nor am I yours… & I’m serious when I say this, but I don’t want any of it anymore. Yeah, it was a good relationship, but that was before, and this is now, and our lives are no longer connected in any way. 

& now, I honestly have no physical attraction to you whatsoever. lol, not relevant, but whatevs.

I’d like to meet a cute blue-eyed white boy that knows how to handle me, but I’m not expecting one anytime soon. Just going to keep being awesum \m/

• clean room somewhat
• Find all library textbooks/books i think d;
• naviance survey almost
• artistic statement, resume, senior ex relfection ish
• type up problem set #3
• AP Lit: Letter to Future me// print, add pictures & ish
• Journalism: 3 feature analysis? & “How to Get an A” feature story
• Prom Permission Slip Signed
• get $3 for more yearbook pages

i want to get something pierced, not including my ears c:

wah

i kno it isn’t a big deal

but brosef didnt tell my parents that they were suppose to pick him up so they went to the gym and now i have to pick him up and if he calls between 8 to 8:30 im going to be sad cause i dont wanna miss community

There are some who know exactly who they are and where they’re headed,

and there are others who haven’t the slightest idea.

I, on the other hand, fall somewhere within the middle: uncertain yet so sure.